It's funny, sad & ridiculous how ppl are! Ppl like to talk a lot of shit but when then need something frm u, they don't talk shit. What happen yesterday u had a lot of b.s to talk but today u acting like nothing. Like nothing happen at all, really. Ok well u know what I don't forget shit, I barely forgive either! Granted they say forgiveness isn't for the ppl your forgiving, its for u. Well that maybe so & its the Christian thing to do or even a religious thing to do. But the problem I have with that is have the time u forgive some1 & they do it again, again, again or something else. That's y the 1st time shame on u but the 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th, & etc etc won't be shame on me. U can think all u want that I let shit go! Nope SORRY I'm just keeping score & tally, not to pay u back cuz I'm not a kid or like u. Also 2 wrongs don't make a right even if ill feel better briefly. Besides there's KARMA! One thing I'm not is 2 faced & fake! Also I never wanted to be famous when I was little so there for I'm not gonna be an actress & act like shit is sweet. The day is gonna come when I don't have to deal with this bullshit, its not coming quick enough. Then you'll see I meant everything I say!
This state sucks there's no help especially for a mother & child. All theses shelters and most of them are for men go figure. Then for single people, then a few for families. On top of it the few they have are full. I spoke to a woman today that worked at one & she made me feel like it was my fault for my situation. Granted she may deal with all kinds of people & the reasons that their in there situation. But u don't assume she acted like I had a substance abuse problem, or irresponsible that I don't pay my bills, a bad mother, etc etc. It was unreal then they had all these requirements about attending mandatory groups & u had to attend all of them. Now don't get me wrong I can comply with rules especially for help. But one of these groups shouldn't be in the presence of children period. Especially children that are already having to deal with stuff. I might have a bad situation but I make sure I don't subject to my child to things if I can help it. She's an innocent child! On top of those meetings another rule they had was u couldn't use the bathroom after 10pm, I've never heard of such a thing. And if u had to use the bathroom u would have to go to an entirely different floor to do so. So I would have to either disturb my child's sleep in the middle of the night to go with me, or leave her in our room with it locked, or hold it until the next day and none of those are possible. One my child is 19mo I don't leave her alone, #2 she shouldn't have to wake up in the middle the night if not necessary. #3 I'm on mess for health reason that unfortunately cause me to have a weak bladder & I'm prone to bladder infections. On top of it I don't know where.this bathroom was located it could of been on the men's floor for all I know. To subject my daughter going near an area of different types of men, there could be sickos. It just boggled my mind. Then on top of it u can have your room lock with a key and have the key. Yet the woman said she couldn't say something wouldn't disappear or if I was crazy enough to leave my child asleep with the door locked while I ran to the bathroom that nothing would happen. How insane is that, its a shelter with all these rules & requirements yet your acting like there's no supervision. So u have all these rules & regulations yet u can't say people will be safe there or there belongs with a locked door. That's ridiculous! I can't take anymore! I'm in a bad situation and possible help can be a worse situation. Or if there's better shelters those don't have openings. I can't afford an apartment right now either. I've been looking for cheap rooms anywhere too.
I can't do this anymore, I have to leave. This is no way to live! I need a place for me and my daughter. I can't find help anywhere! I'm depressed all the time!
I really don't know how much more I can take. This is so unfair! This isn't how it was suppose to be. I'm depressed all the time & this isn't me. I hate feeling stuck and helpless. Why can't I just get a break. In need of a miracle, a place to live, new surroundings and away from them.
Hi I'm new to this site but I'm desperate for help. I'm 32 with a beautiful 19mo baby and were in need of a place to live. I'm currently staying with family and its not a good situation. I'm on waiting list at shelters but nothing. The town I'm near and in there's very little help. I'm looking for work to get on my feet but its been hard. Like I said I'm staying with family and its an extremely stressful difficult situation. In addition to there being no room for
us at all. If someone can help or knows of anything. I've also tried low income housing but the wait list for that is at least 2yrs.
